Uhhhhhh, I'm out. I feel like there are too many people reading this and so I'm moving to another site. Have fun readng my past entries (even though they're about the same thing)

God, I'm going to miss this thing..

Going to Lonsdale Quay was fun today. It was probably the first thing that we've done as a group in a while; I miss those times. I mean, it's not like it's gone forever, it's just that we're so "occupied" now. I really don't want it to be like that but yea.. I got myself into this so whatever. I really need to get a new camera like Victoria's, it's way better than my shit-taking one. I want so many new things but obviously I can't get that now can I, considering the fact that I haven't been paid yet and it's been two whole weeks.. Mother fuck. Ha, I'm so glad that today was such a nice day. I mean, it was about 11 degrees today and that's freegin' awesome compared to it being less than 5. I really really do miss summer. I want to cry =(

OH YEA, about work.. I'M NOT WORKING TOMORROW! I just got a call from my manager saying that I needed to be scheduled off 'cause we have new workers in training. Ha, fine by me! HUURRAAHH! ♥

I am feeling: amused
I'm listening to : Somersault - Decoder Ring

It's been a while since I've last posted something. I guess I sort of forgot about this 'cause you "people" already know about my problems. And usually my problems get solved before I get the chance to go on this. I miss blogging on this a lot to tell you the truth. I don't really have a specific topic to talk about but I guess one thing is that I want out, if you know what I mean.. I guess I'll let things flow for a while and see how it all works out but honestly, I don't even feel like letting it go any further. Haha oh god, I can't believe myself. I finally got what I wanted, in fact, most of my entries in this journal are about what I've been longing for. I'm unbelievable. That settles it, I'm never ever going to be satisfied with what I have. I don't think it's possible for me to date, no joke.

Anyways, I shall now talk about something else. I really want summer to come NOW! The cold and the clouds are unbearable. I can't believe how much I actually miss the summer weather. I usually hate summertime 'cause I tan really easily but now that the cold winter weather has got the best of me, I just want it to leave. I miss the times where I could just walk out in flip-flops, shorts and a cami. I miss going to the beach, no school, hot boys, camping, sleeping in, staying up late, and picnics. Just talking about all that stuff right now makes me so nostalgic. I only have four more months to go 'till freedom. Holy, I'm so excited now! I should really focus on school now since I've only got a little bit of time left to get my marks back up there. I also have fitness-testing next week. Mother fucker.. I really hate PE but I guess I have to take it next year for my 80 hours shit.

One thing I'm really looking forward to is JONAS BROTHERS 3D! God, I'm so excited! I get to touch them! Eight more days until Nick is within my reach. Too bad he's not actually coming to Vancouver! Damn those Jonas brothers for forgetting about Canada..

I am feeling: cheerful
I'm listening to : Lenka - Dont Let Me Fall

It's amazing how I can just look at the worst of things and then just change my mind within a split second. I'm a horrible person, to make someone endure something so horrible. If I had known that I would have been so indecisive, I wouldn't have even bothered to go through this. But of course I'm happy too. To finally experience something like this, it's so different. Now I can tell people that I tried. But this looks like this may be a harder situation to get out of, if I did want to leave. Yea, this is short 'cause I really just don't have anything to say. I just hope that in the future I make more rational decisions.

I am feeling: confused
I'm listening to : Help I'm Alive - Metric

I really should be at school right now but I'm as lazy as shit. I'm already dresses as it is but I just don't wanna go. I know, I'm lame. So guys, I actually ate breakfast today and guess what I ate? It's italian, it's red, and usually has meatballs in it! Yea, I'm guessing you've already figured it out, you smarty pantsers! It's been a while since I've written in this. Obvs because I just have no reason to now. But believe me, once some shit comes up, I'll be on this in no time. I love this journal to death. brb, bathroom break. Okay, I'm back and refreshed, heh. So anyways, I guess this is just going to be a random blog. First off, Rhoben Jane Cabang, I'm so happy for you and I'm know that I've told you this about a million times but who gives a shit. I am just so haaapppppyyyy! Secondly, Victoria, you're just the shit and I'm glad you're still around to endure everything I throw at you. I know I'm a bitch and I'm glad you're able to cope with it and be so patient. Thank you. Thirdly, Marie-Antoinette, you need to GET OUT THERE and get what you want. I don't know if I've told you this enough times but you deserve the best. Now get out of your barrier! Hehe, I'm farting with my hands.

I feel so sorry for that double-decker girl. She must receive looks from people every single day of her life. I would hate to be her but who knows, maybe she's super duper smart eh? You never know! I'm sure that she's really talented in some way and people and eat that! HA! Dude, if I were her I'd just tell everyone to fuck off. I'd take a picture of my forehead and print out millions of copies, throw them in the halls, and say, "HERE, I TOOK A PICTURE SO IT'D LAST LONGER, FUCKERS!" Haha, scratch that. I don't wanna get jumped. But seriously, thank a lot Spinelli for showing me *fist.

Random fact: The actor's name in Mall Cop is Paul BLART! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
I find that so entertaining.

I wish I was: STARBUCKS!
I am feeling: giddy
I'm listening to : Cry - The Veronicas

Life is good. I really can't complain other than the fact that my work makes me tired. Now I know that I don't work often (only once a week), but when it interferes with my unusual sleeping patterns, then we got a problem. Let's see .. today was boxing day and yea it was pretty shitty 'cause I didn't have much money to spend. I just wasn't in the mood to go shopping. AND, I was woken up by a phone call at 6:45. Oh well, not I'm just passing the time and trying to make myself more tired so that I can fall asleep. In fact, as I'm typing this sentence, I'm yawning. Well, I guess I'm gonna go watch Bridget Jones Diary and try to fall asleep. I highly doubt that it's going to happen. Hmm, I'm probably going to be soo tired for that date tomorrow. Oh well, I have many stories to tell Jesus =)

ps. I no longer have different coloured roots! woohooo .

I wish I was: Somewhere hot .. I'm really hating the snow right now.
I am feeling: indifferent
I'm listening to : Electric Guitar - Chris Brown